Surprisingly

I am a tad broody I think. My new niece is next door for a few days with big sister and she is soooooooo tiny and small and cute. And I normally don't care for babies, even really cute ones at work, but this one is a keeper! I want to eat her up!
I literally missed her all day today whilst at work!
David spoiler her rotten yest and let me pick all manner of things for her in a lovely hamper. Then went to the shop for emergency baby jamas and came back with a right bag full of baby cuteness! Yet still maintains a stoic "no babies for us" stance (I love that word "stoic").

I may possible have little tiny minute feelings of wanting a baby. Not now. Not for a long time. We have much to experience together first. But I know how amazing a father he would be, and how much it would make my love for him grow to new levels seeing him be the father of our child. And something being created out of our love. He would be everything my dad never was and would be such a good parent, it  makes my heart leap thinking of it. However, I also know that having our time together constantly shared forever, and not putting our needs and wants first is something I am not sure if I could do. BUT, that may change in another 5-10 years. Or maybe not. Who knows. He did say yesterday "if you really wanted one then I would probably have one", you know like we were talking about a new sofa or dinner service haha.

He really would be an awesome dad and I know he will be a fantastic husband, and unlike all the other couple we know who have not really come out the other side of parenthood shining, I think we might just come out even more in love!

Anyway, that is all. I will post baby pics tomorrow. Sadly he is working on call tomorrow morning at the hospital and all day sunday! Bonus is I will get plenty of snuggles with baby Catherine. She loves me I can tell already! Choc bear is feeling slightly put out of joint though so I am off now to give her super big snuggers while David and Abs get back from rugby.

P.S. Lovely ladies who have commented, I don't know why but I can't seem to comment back!!! I don't know how to let it let me!!! Annoying! But thank you for your comments on my letter, I feel I shared a bit too much in hindsight but it's all character building stuff that I have fully got over. Well, mostly. Can you enlighten me as to why it won't let me comment, it lets me on AOW?? Odd. xx